Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Feeling Funky

I've been in a funk.  I just feel like everything is pointless.  The boy is sick today, fever and throwing up.  Usually I feel sorry for him, but today I just wish his sensitive stomach would toughen up already.  So no bike ride or yoga videos (he pretty much has claim on the tv).  I'm really feeling the need to work out.  My uterus has been having weird stabby pains, that's new.  Not sure what that's all about, but I am sure I don't like it.

I dunno, with the Virginia Tech thing, difficult relationships, miscarriages (not mine), sickness, and politics...I just feel like God isn't very involved.  That's a weird feeling for me because I usually feel quite the opposite.  Hopelessness does not suit me.   Especially when I'm losing weight and now all I want to eat is pie.

Maybe if it's a peach pie with no top crust I'll feel less guilty.... This one looks good.

4 comments:

  1. It's a tough week, pass the pie. It looks good.

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  2. Ah, the sine wave of life. Good times.

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  3. I actually just ate an entire pie.
    And somehow managed to stay within my calorie range.
    I think it was worth it. But the weather better be nice tomorrow so I can bike for 2 hours.

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  4. You ate an entire pie. I have a bag of Cheetohs in my purse. Let's be friends.

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